"My love, being together again will brighten our lives for at least 30
years. I'll come back to you strong and loving. I wish I could offer
you 100,000 cigarettes, a dozen fancy dresses, a car, the little lava
house you always dreamed of, a threepenny bouquet. But most of all,
drink a bottle of good wine and think of me. Here, it's nothing but
work. There are over a hundred of us now. Did my letter arrive safely?
Still nothing from you. Some other time. Every day, every minute, I
learn beautiful new words for me and you alone made to fit us both,
like fine silk pajamas, wouldn't you like that? I can only send you one
letter a month. I often get scared building these walls. Me with a pick
and cement, you with your silence, a pit so deep, it swallows you up.
It hurts to see these horrors that I don't want to see. Your lovely
hair slips through my fingers like dry grass. Often, I feel weak and
think I'm going to forget you."